And we are on the eve of my FAVORITE 'holiday' ever.....

Valentine's Day.


((Insert heavy sarcasm into above statement))


Normally, I try my best to really avoid it altogether. I try to see it as no big deal, just another day, the 14th day of February. Or I'll just sit around with friends and have a good time.

This year is different. I'm finding myself to be alot more bitter and resentful towards it. I think a big part of it is because the core group of people I really spend time with....are in a relationship. And with all the tv, internet, and radio ads, it's just REALLY being thrown in my face alot more. And I'm just kinda confused and frustrated with a situation I had going on, so that's not really doing a whole lot to help me either.

It got to the point where I actually blew up and got into an argument with my brother about it last night, it was crazy. Granted, I had a right to be mad because he was being an ass to me about it, but normally I don't usually go off that badly to people I'm close to.

But whatever. Shit happens.

So that's that, I just had to have my little venting session. Cheers to all who will have someone to spend their day with, I will be spending mine with a bottle of Smirnoff.

:]